on one hand- I’m so thankful to be able to spend this holiday season with my handsome man and his family as well as my own…well my mother’s side.
on the other- I’m bitter and miserable over the fact that my little brother moved out of state a month ago and won’t be back for the holidays. my dad informed me a week ago that my little sister won’t actually be coming to CO to spend thanksgiving with me. and realizing this morning that I haven’t spent a thanksgiving, birthday, or christmas with my dad and his family in…5 years.
who would’ve known it would take 5 years for the anger I felt over my dad moving away to catch up with me.
here’s to hoping I have the strength in me to make it through this season with my sanity intact.
how to feel bad about yourself in 2 easy steps:
• tell your family your goals and interests